so basically
the school year is a day from being over and i’m not sure how i feel about it. i’m going to miss my friends this summer, because with my schedule there is no way i can see them every day.
i’m also terrified of the future. i’ve put off preparing for college and i don’t know how i’m going to…work out anything. i’m going to need to pull out some serious college loans to pay for everything because with my grades there is no way in hell i can get a decent scholarship. that, and i don’t even know what i want to major in or what i want to do with my life. i’m just a kid, how the hell am i supposed to make it in the real world?
it’s times like this i wish my life was like a movie. full of trials and obstacles to over come. but at least in the movies, you know there’s always a happy ending.
it’s not so much like that in the real world.
