June 2009
6 posts
beingbroke
It sucks.
I hate my family’s economic situation.
I hate how I don’t know when we’re going to get our next set of groceries or when if we’re going to get our electricity cut off again.
I hate how all of our money goes to bills and debts that my mother owes.
I hate how I feel like I can’t afford to go to college or even get a car.
I hate how we’re so broke,...
May 2009
2 posts
so basically
the school year is a day from being over and i’m not sure how i feel about it. i’m going to miss my friends this summer, because with my schedule there is no way i can see them every day.
i’m also terrified of the future. i’ve put off preparing for college and i don’t know how i’m going to…work out anything. i’m going to need to pull out some...
I try my hardest to be the best friend I can be, I put myself out there on a limb for my friends and do everything I can to make them feel better about things going on in their lives…
And the one time I really, truly need my friends to be there for me…
They fucking disappear.
What the hell did I do to deserve friends who don’t give a shit?
April 2009
4 posts
wtf?
I love how I’m too tired to make sense.
forget.
I’m really bad at the whole ‘remembering’ to post thing. I blame Twitter, to be honest. I’m better at the whole, single sentence update on my life every hour than a three page long update on my life every two days.
xD
Sue me.
bamboozleroadshow
BEST NIGHT OF MY LIFE.
Simple as that.
Pictures will come as soon as Leslie emails them to me. :D I took cute pictures with JCook/KAYlub. But…not so much with Austin/Travis from WTK. xD I look drunk in both of those. lmfao.
myspace. →
Finally got myspace again.
-.-
sellouts/mainstream
I hate the term sell out.
I hate the term mainstream even more.
But what I hate more than the both of those terms, are the people that use it. These days, it seems like more and more bands are subjected to the taunting and complaints from “old school” fans (the kids who attest to being fans from the beginning) once they are disappointed by said band’s newest album or song.
I...
March 2009
8 posts
Alexs iPhone.
Soooo I’m on alexs bed and were taking pictures.
That sounds about a billion times worse than what it really is
phonesxsw
So i’m on the phone with Alejandro - having an indepth conversation about everything and anything. I love my best friends.
:D
and newsflash; no sxsw for me. :c
majorlybummed
The one time I need cheering up the most, it’s like everyone disappears. I don’t get it, I really don’t. I listen to all of my friend’s problems, I sit there and give them a shoulder to cry on.
But the one time I need help…they ditch me.
And now I’m getting yelled at by my mom for crying.
exhausted.
I feel like my body is finally catching up with my mind. With so many thoughts running in and out and around my head, I thought I was going to have some serious brain damage by the time all of my nonsense would slow down. Apparently, my body is becoming as exhausted as my mind is.
I’m in major need of a comfy bed and someone to cuddle with for a few hours. Or maybe my entire spring break....
bamboozlespringtour
My tickets came in, I’m beyond excited. :D Apparently Alex and Lexxy are going together? I dunno but I’m going with Leslie and it’ll be fun.
I’m kind of surprised at how sweet and cool Leslie is. I don’t know why, I guess I just never expected us to have as much in common as we do. Same with Sylver, but we do and it’s pretty sweet. :D
weekendfailure.
I haven’t done a single page of my makeup homework and it was due Friday.
I’m going to fail all of my AP classes.
I don’t know why my mom is forcing me to take my worst subjects at advanced measures.
And I hate not having my own room. I’m sorry but a seventeen year old girl should not be sharing a room with her thirteen year old little brother. Not only does it suck, but...
February 2009
5 posts
tired.
sore.
tired.
hopelessly behind.
I hate how missing just two days of school throws my compeltely off balance. The fourtyeight hours of complete rest and relaxation was a pleasent welcoming, but honestly…coming back to school, I feel completely overwhelmed.
Is it too much to ask to just put life on pause for a while - without having to fastfoward at lighting speed to catch up?
goodnightworld.
crashing in an hour, hanging out on aim with desiree until then.
Skunks and dishwasher attacks.
My dog got sprayed by a fucking skunk.
And my dishwasher just exploded, getting bubbles ALL OVER MY KITCHEN.
What the hell?
iphone
At school. On alexs iphone. I hate how I can’t type ok this thing
I downloaded a bunch of coolass widgets for my mac. Including this one that lets me post to my tumbler from my dashboard. :D
Yay for being a computer nerd.
January 2009
10 posts
deeply upset.
Fall Out Boy is going to Houston and Dallas.
But not Austin.
THE LIVE MUSIC CAPITAL OF THE UNITED STATES.
D:
“There really is no role more suited for me to play than a creepster who is...”
– Gabe Saporta’s Top 8 of ‘08 - referring to the I Don’t Care video by Fall Out Boy in which Gabe plays Joe Trohman as a pervert flashing people on the street.
rednecks
I don’t think my friends realize how redneck my family truely is.
I’ll get off the bus in front of my dirt driveway and have to wait step over cow patties and wait for the stupid cows to pass so I can get through. I live in the middle of no where and when I look into my backyard I see 40 acres of my cousins’ land and get to watch them chase the poor animals on their stupid...
time to start again
6:48 in the morning
barely awake
had to spell check this several times already
cousin is picking me up
i forgot to put a period at the end of those sentences
it took me eight tries to spell period right
fuck the real world
i wish every day was a vacation
new year's resolutions.
here they are…
three days late.
wtf.
2009 RESOLUTIONS:
Get B+ in all my subjects.
Get a job.
Stop being such a jerk.
Get on the computer less, and outside more.
Finish painting my room…that I started two years ago.
Make more homemade pie.
Stop going to so many shows. I fuck up my vocal cords every show and pretty soon I won’t have any more. D:
Get myself on track...
sick.
My day has been…eventful.
Woke up at eleven puking up last night’s margeritas.
Had some starbucks.
puked that up.
Spend three hours getting attacked with IM’s on Aim.
Went to my five year old cousin’s birthday party.
Aunt made more strawberry margeritas.
Of course I had some.
Got into the jumping castle.
Puked up more margeritas.
Went to help my brother with his...
sweetjesus
It’s two in the morning on January first, 2009.
My cousin’s birthday party is tomorrow and I’m going to be sleeping through it. xD I had a few margeritas tonight. I’m surprised I can even type.
c;
Happy New Years, lovelies.
December 2008
20 posts
christmas has come to an end
I hope to god you all got what you wanted.
Mine ended pretty well, despite how horribly it began. c:
New Years should be interesting.
Hahahahaha.
Guilty Pleasure by Cobra Starship in...
christmasbreak.
christmas is supposed to be a time spent around loved ones, laughing and having a good time together. family and friends gather to celebrate the gift of giving and love.
instead i’m sitting in front of my computer, listening to my ipod and trying to drown out the sounds of my menopausing mother while she screams at me about what a mistake i am.
merry christmas to me.
fuck it.
chemistry
ugh. why did i choose the ap class?
seriously? what was i thinking? i’m barely passing and i have to get at least and 85 to take college level ap next year. like that’s going to happen.
s;flksdjf;asjg
whatever. i’m going to do hair for a living anyways.
and if that doesn’t work out, i’ll save up some money and follow a band for a summer in a beat up minivan my...
annaboo
she likes to stalk my tumblr.
well, anna - this lovely post is for you. :D
etwinbestfriends for life. <3
together we’re invincible.
we’re going to take the world by storm. :D
a walk through hell = breathtaking.
Max Bemis is a musical genius.
I would sell my first born child to have him sing me A Walk Through Hell in person. Preferably for my 18th birthday present. :D
On another note, I have no money for christmas presents this year.
I’m thinking of just writing all of my friends each an individual short story. :D
merry christmas charlie brown.
i dug out my old VHS copy of this and spent the last hour trying to get my ancient VCR to work with our new tv.
but it was so worth it. :D
i’m ready to sit down and snuggle up with my dogs and watch a plethora of old school Christmas movies with my giant universal remote that needs two hands to work.
hot damn i love christmas time.
dearest lexy;
i don’t get on myspace much, it’s killer on this old mac of mine.
but i’m always on aim.
=\ you should sign on so we can chat, yes?
if there’s one thing i hate more than missing you - it’d be loosing you. you’re an amazing friend and i’ll be damned if i let that end. c;
oldvsnew. a glance at me.
old. depressed, lonely, yearning for attention, angry at the world, afraid to let go - afraid to be me.
new. loved, chill, loves family, loves friends, loves self, loves life.
it’s funny what a few months can to do a person. i’ve become someone new and i’m excited to see what this new tiffany will contribute to the world.
if i were a man
the first thing i would do is whip out my penis and write my name in the snow in my own urine. :D
because i'm gabe saporta and i can do that
well, obviously i’m not gabe saporta. but i can jack his shirt. c;
i bought it today from fbr.com :D i’m way excited to get it, even though my mom won’t let me open it until christmas morning. c;
apparently a fan came up with this shirt and made it for gabe. i wish i was the one to come up with that. that fucking girl is a genius.
:D
i don’t know what to put on the...
saltines = love
i could live on these.
especially when they’re sandwiching a slice of pickle and colby jack cheese with my ‘veggie meat’ in the middle.
yum.
my life in a nutshell as of 12/2/08
ME
is upset that her mom won’t let her see Attack Attack on saturday.
really wants the new macbook for christmas.
thinks that pepsi clear is the grossest shit alive.
is surprised that she even found pepsi clear still being sold.
realized that the pepsi clear she drank is over four years old.
now feels sick to her stomach.
needs to bring up her grades to A’s and B’s.
hates...
